EpiFunny’s of Mine

why is it when i’m far away from the keyboard there’s always something that i want to write about and each time i’m in front of one i’m completely blank.guess that’s what they call the writers block and that’s why i’m not a very keen blogger.seem like it’s beeen forever since i’ve updated any of my blogs(yeah,i got a few)..hehe

just got back from my summer holidays.like always it’s feels like a breeze.but i think i’ve learn something this time..heh.to think that this is the 1st time i really went out during my holidays(usually i’ll just sleep,eat and read throughout the holidays)

funny that i can learn more bout myself when i spent more time with others.and from that it’s like seeing mirrors.and do people need mirrors.it’s like i’ve found my purpose..my wings..whatever u want to call it la.all this time i felt bounded by something…full of darknesss…it’s like drowning in my self…with only a mask of a smile on my face..(damn,i’m good at metaphors).

actually i didn’t change much but.it’s not like i’m appointed gavan the space cop or the green ranger(albeit if i am,it would be cool)it just seem that i can see more clearly what i can do and what i can’t…my abilities and limits..i can’t describe this in a more objective way.but i think,the probelem before this is that i always think that the “current” me seems to be unable to catch up with the “should be” me,now i’m just “me”.just with better eyes(methaporically of course,my glasses seems to grow thicker each time i went for a checkup..sigh)

well..whatever..now it seems the best someone to be is just to be urself…but the best of urself…heh

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