eid mubarak…
it’s the morning of eid….
i remembered a few years ago a friend asked,”what’s the meaning of ramadhan to you?what’s the worth of the month?”(something like that la…)
i(dgn poyonya) answered”it’s a training time,and each time u meet ramadhan u should learn something,something that u should hold untill another ramadhan comes,it’s the thing that u learn that matters…”(it’s likely a more stupid answer)
and each ramadhan’s end every year after that,i’ll think about what i ‘ve learnt and did that month…
how much time i talked nonsense,how many times my head are on a pillow instead of the floor praying,and how much time i spent my time reading everything but the Quran,how many time i led myself to useless things….
and what i learnt this year is that i’m still far…far away….
hopefully i’ll be able to meet ramadhan again next year..to learn again…to train again..insyaallah
selamat hari raya..maaf zahir dan batin….
